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Journal Entry: Sun May 4, 2008, 3:59 PM
Everything is blah.

I went to Wonderland yesterday. It was fun.

I got a henna tattoo on my wrist of a bat for batman. It's cool.

I gave Tammy a pedicure today. She is nice.

People complimented me a lot. That was nice.

I'm bringing in normal water for a project tomorrow and saying it is holy water. It will be funny.

I am listening to music. I like music.

I am also watching Friends. It's a good show.

I had supper. It tasted good.

I have good friends, and we ask each other the hard questions (some). That's nice.

Everything is fine. Hooray.

I wonder how many pills it would take to kill me.

~Kinn

  • Mood: Miserable
  • Listening to: Midwest Skies and Sleepless Mondays-Augustana
  • Watching: Friends.

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~sweenajin:iconsweenajin: May 4, 2008, 4:20:58 PM
fuck, kinny, don't! :( ily. killing yourself would cause so much more suffering than it could ever relieve. :cling: please never try.
~Hospital-affliction:iconHospital-affliction: May 4, 2008, 4:46:18 PM
I have already tried, and the only pain that caused was my lack of success. =/

Everything is shit and there is no light at the end of the tunnel.

It is not even a tunnel.

It is a hole, a really deep one, and I am trapped at the bottom, and someone put a manhole cover thing on top, and I am trapped in here, and there is no hope on the way.

And when I try to climb out my fingernails break off and I fall down and I'm in even more pain.
So the only thing left to do is just... stop trying to get out
And just go to sleep
And never get up again.
~casstic:iconcasstic: May 4, 2008, 9:37:13 PM
kinn don't be a bitch it hurt somebody other than you worse than you are realizing.
wake up and realize that there are other people in the world that would be affected by you doing something so selfish.
~Hospital-affliction:iconHospital-affliction: May 5, 2008, 10:29:27 AM
I realize it.
I just don't really care.
It won't be my problem anymore.
~sweenajin:iconsweenajin: May 5, 2008, 2:39:07 PM
lack of success? the fact that you have fought this so far is success. the fact that you are a wonderful person despite this is a success.

don't give up. you can't.

life isn't a giant goal that's hopeless if you don't succeed in all you want to do. you have done good in the world. you will continue to. please don't be stupid and die.
~Hospital-affliction:iconHospital-affliction: May 5, 2008, 2:42:36 PM
Yeah.
I'm trying to be un-stupid.
But it's hard.
~sweenajin:iconsweenajin: May 5, 2008, 2:43:03 PM
but it's worth it.
:hug:
~Hospital-affliction:iconHospital-affliction: May 5, 2008, 3:15:59 PM
Yep. Fuck me all to hell.